She speaks

It's amazing how sleep makes one feel a thousand times better and how fast my mood can switch.

The family crossfire last night pushed my limit to the max . It didn't help that I only slept 4 hours.

Was moody and my brain wasn't functioning right.

Did ALOT of stupid things on MSN.
1. Pissed frens off .
2. Typed in wrong window.
3. Said stupid things.
4. Had problem expressing stuff in my mind into words.
5. Said random things.
6. Laughed stupidly at stupid things.

I'm not even making sense am I ? LOL .

Anyway I wana say sorry to :
Jason for calling u irritating and talking crap about you.
Justin for screaming at you.
Suresh & D for ignoring you.
LY aka bff for talking nonsense to you.
W for saying stuff I didn't mean and I could tell you're super pissed off.
haha honestly I don't think they read my blog but it makes me feel better to throw it out.


Thank you Gen, XY and LY for being there. Thank god for sending angels like you girls to me (:
I'll be there for you all too if you all need me . You all know that right ?


Ahh... all I managed to do this morning was revise recurring series and I don't understand ALOT of things. I think I'm damn jialat because we're currently already at MI for lecture and I'm still stuck at recurring. I haven't even started on T5 . HELP . SOS . AHH . I'm so gona ask my tuition teacher for help later.

Okayy la. My life sucks. Like this whole year hasn't really been going right for me. Everything is so wrong.

Haha funfact about me : I can't cry when I'm depressed.. instead I start laughing at myself. lol its like tears don't fall out of my eyes. Do I have defective tear glands ? Maybe its just be being naturally cheerful its not my nature to cry.

 

I take all these as part of God's plan to strenghten my mental strength.. I'm serious. After all that's happened in this year I feel bolder and stronger like nothing gets me down as easily as it did before in my sec school days.